Hi son, have been hurting this week because that anniversary is coming soon and it just makes me sad, i never imagined that i would lose you one day,it is comig up to four years and it still feels so close, i miss you so much Jamie that my heart feels that it is going to stop, the only comfort is that i know you are looking out for all the little children that have left thier Mummy and Daddies,you are the best thing that ever happened to me, I love so much and miss you dreadfully.Night night my Son. xx