My Dearest Son, my days are never the same without you, losing you was hard but missing you is even harder. They say that time is a great healer,who said that i wonder. I don't feel that I have healed I just feel that I am learning to live with it a bit better, and being able to see the wonderful memories more than the heartache of the suffering that you went through, and that we had to watch helplessly each day, the way that you carried on as though you was without pain, but we knew. Jamie I hope you can see what I write and you can hear my thoughts and know that i would go through it all again just to have you near me.The greatest comfort is that I gave birth to a couragous and wonderful young man. Sleep tight Son and remember you are so very much loved.Love you Son. Mumxxx