Well Mate, I wish people would stop telling me to move on,they all give advice, and think that they know how I feel,if i could stop the hurt then it would be the first thing I would do. But is that not love, I did not have you for 26 years then just forget you, you are and always will be my life, when you left my heart was ripped apart, and nothing will ever fill that hole.Time is not a healer it just gets easier to live with. I love you so very much and today will hurt more because your brother is going back, and i am feeling sad. I will always love you forever Son.You are the rock and I will be with you one day.My love for always. Mum xx